Friday, July 23, 2010

Dishearten

Ain't friend suppose to be there when you need them? Yes ! You put me Aeroplane once again. Not 1 time, not 2 times, but a lot of time already. I just keep quiet and pretend that nothing had happen because I doesn't want our friendship to end just like that.

This time really piss me off was that you set auto reject on me. WTF ! I called !@#$%^^& times and you dint pick up. End up you set those auto reject to avoid it. Make me feel like a fool.

At first I still told myself, no, cannot be that you set auto reject on me, no way that can happen. Maybe it just that someone keep calling you that why keep user busy. So I tried using my friend phone call you and i can call through. I still told myself, maybe it just nice that the other party not calling you already. So once again I use my phone to call you, but it still user busy. I'm so dishearten already. I ask Bel try calling you see can call through or not. And yes ! she mange to call through. So ya , you auto reject me. Nice one !

Elaine, I'm not sure what had happen to you that previous night, but I'm sure that you can pickup my call and tell me that you can't make it due to whatsoever reason. I'm sure I can understand. But why you dint ? Unless you think I'm those unreasonable person who can't accept it.

Is our friendship so fragile? Or it because things has change. You have other friends that is better then me and you can just neglect me? Or am I the one who is in the bad?

I still prefer the time we had in Secondary school. Almost all of the time we're together sharing bit and pieces of our life.