Had being neglecting this space of mind. Something big happen to me yesterday which changes my life a lot. The person who are reading it, if you think it's childish to be complaining here, You can just get out of this web page. Don't need to comment on it.
From a stranger, we become friend, to close friend and even we can say we treat each others like sister. But as time goes by, things changes. We are back to stranger where we can even ask each other to Fuck off from each other life. She say I had change, while I say she has change. But who really changes first, I'm not very sure. Maybe it's was me but I dint realize. But I'm very sure it's not because of my bf. Because way long ago, our friendship had turn sour. Just base on reading each year birthday letter u wrote to me u will know. The trust wasn't there. Since our friendship can never be salvage again and you think that I'm a bad friend who make use of you, forcing you to do things u don't like, create stories, a friend who say bad thing behinds your back. 你把我对你的友情说到一文不值. Thanks for telling me that. Now I know how much you don't like me. My conscience is clear, I know how I treat you as a friend can already. I'm glad this thing happen afterall, although I lost 1 bestfriend but at least everything is clear. And those misunderstand I had with bel was clarified, thank to her.